Alone, most strangely, I live on...

I always said I’d be happier alone. I’d have my work, my friends and my family… but someone in your life all the time? More trouble than it’s worth.

Apparently I got over it.

There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it.

It's easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don't have it?

What if you like it and lean on it?

What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart?

Can you even survive that kind of pain?

Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends.

This?

It could go on forever…

(Grey's Anatomy)

"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.  I miss you like hell."  ~Edna St. Vincent Millay