affectionless...

Everyday.

Like yesterday,

Tomorrow will be the same.

Why do i cry?

Every tear,

A sign of my fears,

When wil it be okay?

I'm cold.

This heart is hollowing out.

I feel alone.

Drowning in tears of doubt.

Is there someone else?

How is it easy for u to say goodbye?

I cant let go,

No matter how hard I try.

Please say u love me,

That u need me,

Or atleast that u miss me.

The closer I get,

The further u seem to go.

Please tel me how u feel.

I really need to know.

Cant u see how much I'm crying?

How hard I am trying?

But its not working.

I'm on my knees begging.

Why aren't u talking?

Dont we both want the same thing?

People say: "Sometimes u try too hard but u fail. U keep pushin but to no avail. Sometimes things are too good to be true. Sometimes its really just up to u."

A little effort goes a long way.

Three words,

Ten letters,

Is all you need to say.

As long as i'm breathing

I wont stop believing.

Together forever,

Say we'll neva part.

You've totally, totally,

stolen my heart.

...for the one in white

Why did it make me cry

To see his amazing smile?

Is it because I know its now lost?

That smile was for me.

Now its everythin we need.

I remember his face

On the very first day.

Got lost in his eyes.

Captivated by his stare.

I wish I could give him

All that he deserves.

I wish he would understand

That he is my world.

And that very same smile,

I want to give back to him.

I don't want to drain

His happiness,

I want to wash away his pain.

I didn't know things I should've known.

Maybe I deserve to be alone.

Please know: "I'll always put

You before I"

Inside I cry,

Outside there are tears.

This is one message I hope that he hears.

I cant go back to then,

But I'm here now.

This is

My heart,

My all,

My everything.

Its yours.

As am I...