forever grateful... :)

i logged onto fb this morning and a friend of mine tagged me in this note she wrote. i read it and cudn't believe it. she wrote it for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she doesn't even understand how special and wonderful she made me feel. i cried. but tears of joy. i'll never forget this. THANK U!!!!! **************************************************************************

My heart, for you...

Today at 3:49am

Your words rain down

They flow, eternal.

I feel your pain

Intense, incurable.

There are so many,

Yet so few

Who in times like this

Will be a companion so true.

I read your words,

They flow so free

The agony visible

For my heart to see.

Free flowing tears

Regrets, Memories,

A hope that resides

A love, that never forgets.

Your beauty, your charm

Your soul so great,

To you I wish there comes no harm.

I feel for you my dear friend

My heart, with pleasure, to you

I extend.

Better days will come,

I pray

When God Almighty will show you the way… ******************************************************************************** A dedication to a special friend. In an abyss of darkness, when there seems to be no hope, remember that I am here, right behind you....I love you always;)

its not all about feelings...

so... i came across this really interesting article about President Obama. he's not America's first black president!! Research shows at least five U.S. presidents had black ancestors and Thomas Jefferson, the nation's third president, was considered the first black president, according to historian Leroy Vaughn, author of Black People and Their Place in World History. Vaughn's research shows Jefferson was not the only former black U.S. president. Who were the others? Andrew Jackson, Abraham Lincoln, Warren Harding and Calvin Coolidge. But why was this unknown? How were they elected president? All five of these presidents never acknowledged their black ancestry.The only difference between Obama and these former presidents is that none of their family histories were fully acknowledged by others. Even though Obama is half-white, he strongly resembles his Kenyan father. And not only is Obama open about his ancestry, most people acknowledge him as a black man, which is why people identify Obama as the first black president of the United States.

read some of my previous posts. i mentioned my bedroom clock one too many times.jus so u know its been stuck on 1:42 for months now.think the battery died in October. haven't had the time to change it. also i cant believe i haven't mentioned it before but the young girl who i spoke about in my entry on August 13th has recovered fully! she even attended my brothers wedding in India earlier this year:)

love. kills. slowly.

a smile is a wrinkle that should never be removed

feeling really really positive :) something good's going to happen. i just know it!!!! when u pray to God for patience, He doesn't grant u patience, He gives u the opportunity to be patient. and that goes for anything u pray for. even love :)