country with no future...

i was facebooking a friend of mine earlier and i thought i should share with u wat i shared with him. see, i was up the other night thinking once again bout how much i miss the village and how much this country sucks.this country which thrives on its crime.this country with its pathetic government and incompetent parliament.this country and its damn eskom load shedding. anyways all the thinkin made me realise i dnt want to be here for the rest of my life. i want to work overseas, live overseas, jus get away from the pending horror of zuma becoming our next president. its strange for me cuz no matter wat happened, the one thing i was always adamant about is that i would live in sa all my life. my sister says it always happens. wen u go on holiday to another country u come back to sa and realise how bad it is here. all i hv to say is that i'm not surprised there are 100 000 south africans living in dubai. i dnt blame them...

nostalgia...

i dono where the time has gone. cant believe i'm home for 11 days already. oh wat i would give to be back there on december 19th and relive everything. for some reason i jus haven't settled in yet. i still dnt feel @ home. i think the problem is i feel like my trip was incomplete. all the things i planned to do were left much undone. the sightseeing was disappointing,a fiasco,a misadventure of the highest degree. trust me i saw more of india watching namaste london than i did in actual india. anyways another thing is that we left so suddenly. the morning after the walima. alot of ppl wr left ungreeted, alot of things left unsettled, alot of words left unsaid. i cant believe i went and came back. everything's such a blur. the best holiday ever! i definitely plan to go back soon. but... for now, i jus feel lacking.